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whoa [09 Aug 2008|06:27pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

no more fletchers
shit is cuhrazy
i miss luke

cheers for sweet revenge

random [31 Jul 2008|01:06pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I love my 4 best friends to pieces.
My roommate is the best Dj ever
I miss Luke
I need to start winning the bets i make with my friends.
I am addicted to Veronica Mars.
I am cooking a lot.
I am reading a lot.
It' loud as fuck outside.
I love my new dog.
My dad and i are best friends again.

cheers for sweet revenge

whoa [25 Jul 2008|03:24am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Remember the time when we first met
I wish I could see you standing
There so tall, so proud of it all
And through the years you helped me grow
Sometimes fast and sometimes oh so slow
I just want you to know that I
still see you everywhere
and by now I think I should care

All my life that you won't see
Just came rushing over me
How amazing is this grace when I throw it in your face?
Twenty some odd years ago
Never guessed, how could you know?
Memories of you erased, lonely, broken, lost, replaced
All I ever knew of you
believed in me but now we'll see
Can't tell you why but I can show you how

Everywhere I still see you
Waking daydreams strange looks disappointing
Shameless sunsets are losing faith in me
But I'll keep holding them high
If it keeps you here with me

Back and forth my conscience sway
I speak truly everyday
My whole life has been a lie
Up and down until I die
Promise me that you were real
Guilt regrets the way I feel
One too many lessons learned
Feelings spurned and we got burned
Bridges not long after
You were gone but did you matter
To me, live through me
And I will show you how
I deal with you now

People always coming up to me
telling how sorry they are
and how much you should mean...
well I can answer that...
He's not your dad
I'm sick of sympathy for shit you'll never understand
So when you give your best
Just like the rest
You're not giving anything I don't already have
so take it back

Everywhere I still see you
Waking daydreams strange looks disappointing
Shameless sunsets are losing faith in me
But I'll keep holding them high
If it keeps you here with me

1 + | cheers for sweet revenge

Quit it Karma! [11 Jun 2008|03:46pm]
Im like the fucking crocodile hunter trying to tackle the most dangerous of creatures. Only lucky for me i get to be stabbed in the heart repeatedly.

I need to cut it the fuck out!
cheers for sweet revenge

yiiickhhhh [23 Apr 2008|08:41pm]
Still waiting for the day when i can at least pretend that i am completely ok
cheers for sweet revenge

ummm [01 Apr 2008|12:17pm]
[ mood | okay ]

still feel it

cheers for sweet revenge

... [15 Feb 2008|06:57am]
[ mood | awake ]

things arent quite so shitty anymore

cheers for sweet revenge

Relaxed and floating into space [26 Dec 2007|07:38pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Hands down, without a doubt, best Christmas ever.

1 + | cheers for sweet revenge

[10 Dec 2007|02:55am]
so not drinking...
not working out

in other news
i'm happy again
cheers for sweet revenge

Holy Crap [02 Dec 2007|02:18pm]
What an amazing birthday. Seriously one of the best ever. Steph, Danielle, and Mandolin thank you for not letting me drink myself completely into a coma.
Bryan and Mike thanks for being awesome.

Now im not drinking for a month...seriously. My liver cant handle that kind of abuse. It needs a break.
1 + | cheers for sweet revenge

ps [27 Nov 2007|07:30pm]
if i get one more tiny fucking bit of bad news
im gonna fall apart at the seams
i CANT take this shit anymore so ive decided to move really fucking far away
cheers for sweet revenge

[27 Nov 2007|07:29pm]
Fletchers was sold.
The new owners take over next Wed which is December 5th.
The blowout party is the night before on Tuesday December 4th. $1 domestic bottles, rails, and shooters.

i repeat
until sometime after the 1st of the year.

Please dont stop coming out until the doors are locked and i will let you know when thats gonna happen.

Lets ride this thing to the end people!!!!
We all love the place... so dont run away yet... i can still get you hammered for at least the next month.
cheers for sweet revenge

oh my goodness [22 Nov 2007|04:17am]
[ mood | lonely ]

It's been a nonstop shit storm.

Fletchers got sold
My sisters are both with child.
I spoke too soon.
He won't try at least a little.
Did i mention fletchers got sold?

My father hates me because my recent decision about the only man in my life isn't to his satisfaction... therefore i cant have thanksgiving with my dad.

My mother is crazy.. no further explanation required.

Im celebrating a family holiday with my roomates none of which im very fond of, and thats my best gosh darn reason for why im so totally fucking emo....

Someone make me happy again...

ps i miss you terribly already

cheers for sweet revenge

OK [31 Oct 2007|05:28am]
Stupid myspace settings that dont allow me to send messages...
annoy the shit out of me!
Can everyone do their best to allow me the right to send messages.

<3 Berly
cheers for sweet revenge

Well [30 Oct 2007|06:49pm]
[ mood | good ]

Since i can't respond via myspace message or aim....

Thank you.
That meant more than you know.

<3 Berly

cheers for sweet revenge

[30 Oct 2007|03:12pm]
[ mood | shocked ]


cheers for sweet revenge

lubu2 [28 Oct 2007|05:23am]
sometimes i remember how he loved me
sometimes my heart hurts a little bit
cheers for sweet revenge

gosh darn it [24 Oct 2007|04:40am]
Why do i want so badly what i know i can never have?

es todo, no tengo nada mas que quiero decir. eres mi todo, para siempre. dime que puedo hacer con esta vida, proque, yo no se.

te amo
cheers for sweet revenge

[09 Oct 2007|04:52am]
my head is still spinning
1 + | cheers for sweet revenge

and its a chance i'll have to take [08 Aug 2007|05:12pm]
i saw the smashing pumpkins

my legs were shaking uncontrollably and i almost cried
my life is complete
cheers for sweet revenge

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